February 2012
that awkward moment when
someone mistakes me loving them for being in love with them
i love easily
don’t take it too personally.
old friend bad friend some friend
ur one of the few people that makes me feel like i’m not good enough. not funny enough. not pretty enough. not smart enough. not energetic enough.
not good enough.
and this is why i don’t like spending time with you.
maybe it’s ur own insecurities reflecting back on me.
…
usually if i don’t feel good enough around someone, they lead by example in showing me ways...
being at home
mother: what, does the dryer not fold the clothes?
father: no, it's really weird, i don't understand why...
mother: oh, well i told you we should get one that folds clothes
father: yeah...
it’s funny how much you do for others
the line b/w what you want and what others need becomes blurred…
